I have met a lot of new interesting people so far this year. Some interesting in a weird fucked up way, and others in a very good way. Mostly women, even though I am not looking for anything new. Maybe they are just easier to talk with? That is how I feel about it. Always getting the same comments about new girl friends, “so anything going on with you and that girl yet?”. YET?! What if I am not looking for anything else than friendship? Seems to be impossible for a guy to be just friends with a girl..

Being kind-hearted seems to get me nowhere. Always get me into awkward situations with no real chance of an easy escape. Sorry, you’re not my kind of girl.. you have to let me go. Always ends up like that. Can’t we just be friends? That is what I want..

I guess it is time to change they way I act. Stop being all good and smiling if I do not really mean it by heart. I may get some more pointing fingers and whispering behind my back, but things like that does not really got any influence on me.

Over to something else.. I started using Twitter again a few days ago. Started using it for real this time. A lot of people out there sharing interesting thoughts. You can see my feed in the right column from the home page.

Will try to drop a post here more often. Also using my own domain as a blog, krugern.no. Sending photos from my mobile phone mostly, with a short line added. Just some small updates from my life every now and then. Norwegian only.

See you around, and scientology sucks!

Scientology is a mean and dangerous cult, masked as a religion. Its purpose is to earn as much money as possible. The cult is practicing different methods of mind-bending to trick people, with a single goal: To control their lives and money.

Scientology as a religion came into being in the 1950′s, and its founder was the science-fiction author L. Ron Hubbard (1911-1986). Hubbard had earlier stated that whoever wanted to make money should start their own religion. And so he did. Hubbard has been discovered as a pathological lier with links to the well-known satanist Aleister Crowley. Today the “church” is facing a massive opposition all over the world, from defectors, Governments and others like me who has seen what they really are doing.  Scientology is an offspring from Dianetics which is a form of regression therapy. Later it was evolved to look more like a religion to get the tax benefits it gives.

Scientology is a confusing mix of fake and dangerous psychotherapy, oversimplified, idiotically and useless rules and ideas and science-fiction nonsense which is presented to its members as profounded brilliant truth.

The secret doctrine behind the Scientology

They are picking up curious and inquiring people on the street and are offering them “innocent” personality tests. The test is about 200 questions and is concluded by the “fact” that the person is having problems. The scientologists are of course offering courses which can solve these problems. Hubbard believed that humans was possessed by thetans and the only way to get rid of them was his courses. The courses are called Operating Thetan (OT) and contain eight levels. As an example from OT III, their explanation on how everything started:

For 75 million years ago it was an overpopulation in a galactic federation. Emperor Xenu solved the problem by capturing the population in electrical nets, giving them an injection and freeze them in ice blocks. These ice blocks was sent to Earth with space ships and dropped in different volcanoes, where they were blown up with hydrogen bombs. This put the Thetans in a dizzy state and made them leave the bodies. They were scared off to Las Palmas and Hawaii, among other places (The fact that Hawaii did not exist at that time may be unessential…haha…), where they were packed in clusters. Headache is a result of clusters in our heads. Those who didn’t become clusters became Body Thetans (BT). The Body Thetans can result in many problems elsewhere in the body.

This is a part of what Scientology is standing for.. This information is not available until you are deep down in trouble with the scientologists. I have already saved you A LOT of money.

Mind-bending

The goal with their fake psychotherapy is to mentally weaken the person. Your mind is going from an efficient state to and inefficient state as the subconsciousness’ delusion is being brought to the surface and interpreted as reality. This also makes the person more receptive for ideas as it is suppressing the minds ability to be critical. The person will, to a greater extent, believe and do what they are told.  This makes them easier to control.

If you still believe the “church” of Scientology is nothing but good, read everything over again, then go read everything on www.xenu.net before you leave a comment. Thanks.

You may ask why, and tell me that they got celebrities  like John Travolta, Kirstie Alley, Lisa Marie Presley, Jason Lee, Isaac Hayes, Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes on their member list. This only show us how manipulating this cult can be, and is!

The Scientology movement was founded in 1951 by, a science-fiction author, L. Ron Hubbard as an alternative to the psychotherapy. Two years later he changed it to a religious movement to avoid the taxes. What they do today I would go as far as calling a fraud. Normal people like me and you are being convinced that they have problems, and only the (wannabe)-Church of  Scientology can help them. To help you they charge you money for courses and more tests all the time. People have even sold their homes to afford the high-end courses to get a better life.

In todays edition of Verdens Gang (translated to english here), one of Norway’s biggest newspapers, three journalists have visited the church in Oslo and taken their tests. They did of course not inform the “church” where they came from. They got a test containing 200 question. Two of them was going to answer polite to all questions, while the last one was supposed to be depressed. Everyone was told they were being depressed, withdrawn and irresponsible and had people suppressing them.

To solve their situations the church was offering them a course. The “depressed” journalist was also offered a follow-up course and a third course. The price? 585 NOK + 585 NOK + 1200 NOK for all three courses. Those are the three first courses in their chain of, what I call, money fraud. I guess the fourth course is at 1200 NOK too, while the fifth one will be at around 2000. From there you can just imagine course 25 and above. The fact is that you will never get to the end of courses, as they will always have something new for you. To keep both you and your money within their power.

One of the cults biggest critics is Andreas Heldal-Lund. The cult keep threatening him to keep his mouth shut, but both Andreas and his website http://www.xenu.net still goes on. I suggest you visit the website and learn more about the cult and their frauds!

Also have a look at http://www.xenutv.com !

I will post a longer introduction to scientology shortly!

And a guitar! I have been looking at a Woodrock Western guitar with a build-in mic (link here, opens in a new window), as I really want to learn to play the guitar.  I have seen lots and lots of guitar lessons on youtube for how to learn play the guitar and for songs I like.

Woodrock Western Guitar

Yesterday I got home from work at 1900-ish with a dense headache and an aching body that had been tormenting me since 0800 that very same morning. 10,5 hours at work is bit overkill when you are not feeling well at all, but I could not leave the boys alone.

I tried to have youghurt when I came out of the shower, in wich I almost fainted(!), but that yoghurt was a waste of time and money. It came back up in only a few minutes. Went to bed a 2030 or so, and woke up again at 0143 cold as ice, shaking and soaking wet from my own sweat. Had to put two towels in my bed to cover the wet area. Woke up again at 0819 as the phone rang, and have awake ever since that call.

I have had two small slices of bread with cheese on, even though I made four of them. And two glasses of milk.. And I am still not hungry. Weird. Taking a shower in a few minutes, then I get dressed and try take a little walk to the store. I need toothpaste, milk and a soft drink.

Still not feeling well at all. Getting up from the bed, chair or sofa is a pain in the ass (head really) and I get all dizzy and feel like if my balance is on vacation. Hoping to get better soon!

This time the pain is not -that- bad, but it is on the exactly same spot. The very same thing that kept me off sick for about nine months back in late 2007 – early 2008. Not really what I want to go through again, or want anyone to go through, so I am not going to work today. The papers from my doctor says ICPC – L02: Dorsalgi INA, I really do not know if it is norwegian, english or some fancy doctor latin or whatever I did a google search on it. Dorsalgi is norwegian for the english dorsalgia (D’oh! hard one!). The medical dictionary says that dorsal means back, behind, at the back. And ina could come from (norwegian) inadekvat, (english) inadequate, that means you are or something is not good enough. So my back is currently not good enough to keep doing its thing. Maybe. I am no doctor

Smøff is with grandpa at Storelva. My dad got a day off and everyone need a change of pace every now and then. I have been working alot, and poor Smøff has been home alone for quite some time the last days.

Got a great deal with my teacher/school some days before the Easter holidays kicked in. Because of the relationship breakup back in january I have struggled to get things going again, both financially and mentally. School has not been given the priority it needs, and I was close to throw in the towel.

I do not have to be in class anymore, as long as I hand in what I am supposed to hand in. This beacuse they feel I got most of the skills needed already, as I have been working with this for years before I decided to go for the certificate of apprenticeship. This means I can work almost full time at Bring Logistics while studying.

Now it is time for breakfast. I will be in touch!

Only 12 days left for my 25th birthday. I will be half the age of my dad, who turned 50 a week ago.

Bed time now. Cya tomorrow!

Cloudy and mostly wet roads. A nice trip though

But back to my birthday. What I want for my birthday is a guitar, a 32-37″ flat screen tv and hmm.. a new wheel hub, because I have lost one of mine. Underwear and socks are really welcome too! They tend to disappear quite fast. And maybe something to put on my naked walls. Was thinking of some cool posters I could put up on the wall in a picture frame.

I don’t really know what else I need, or want. A faster harddrive for my laptop maybe, and one additional gb of memory maybe. A good way to speed it up. Maybe in a year or so.

Thinking of throwing a combined birthdayparty and housewarming on the 25th (Saturday) or the weekend before. Or maybe arranging something along with Cato and/or Remi, as their birthday is on the 21st. It’s still two weeks away, so let’s see what happens!

Good night for now.